Deja Vu
Feels like I did something like this last year aswell..said goodbye to a chapter, a season...a period in life. This time however..it is certainly a chapter closing and anothe rone opening.
Schools out for summe..and what is usually called "reality" begins. universitylife..and the life as a student..is often blamed to be equal to the life of a bubble. One where resonsibilities lies in front of you. A life where weekdays have no further meaning..sunday..or wednesday..as a student..who cares? Real life begins..when the week has five days of work..and the two days of rest. A life..I have promised myself not to live.
So firts things first..try to make a life where I do not have to be structured in a hamsters wheel. A life where I can do what I please on a sunday night. I dont ever want to think "It´s Monday tomorrow, I´d better not stay up late". Please, don´t let me turn down a good night in the company of friends..just because I have to work the next day.
Oh god, When will I grow up?
Be responsible?
And stop dreaming?
Will someone tell me?
Schools out for summe..and what is usually called "reality" begins. universitylife..and the life as a student..is often blamed to be equal to the life of a bubble. One where resonsibilities lies in front of you. A life where weekdays have no further meaning..sunday..or wednesday..as a student..who cares? Real life begins..when the week has five days of work..and the two days of rest. A life..I have promised myself not to live.
So firts things first..try to make a life where I do not have to be structured in a hamsters wheel. A life where I can do what I please on a sunday night. I dont ever want to think "It´s Monday tomorrow, I´d better not stay up late". Please, don´t let me turn down a good night in the company of friends..just because I have to work the next day.
Oh god, When will I grow up?
Be responsible?
And stop dreaming?
Will someone tell me?
Oh my big sisterrrr!! It's true!! When you have to work you have two options: going to work or going to work....hahaha
ReplyDeleteResponsabilities... Schedules... what happened with the Erasmus life we spent in Aarhus?? when we only had to go the gym because of boredom?? xDD
I miss you girl!!! Good luck with your new life!!!!!! besos