jogging on a global level
Finally I am starting to notice results after giving up cigarettes completley. I actually managed to run for 40 minutes on the beach this morning without gasping for air.
When it comes to slef achivement I am an egoist of a kind. I feel so proud of myself I have to share it with the rest of the world. I guess this characteristic is something we all have..but narcissism and selfpride is a more obvious characteristic in some of us. ANd I am one of them. All you bloggers out there, all you people uploading pictures of yourselves whee you look like supermodels, you that you sing and play guitar infront of the webcam and upload your amaeteur crap on youtube..all of you..you have it too. Thats why we bother. Thats why we are spin doctors f our own existance. To make our lives a bit more exciting. To make sure someone is thinking about us. To feel good about ourselves. The essence of individuality in an individualist society. A philosophy as distant from Engels and Marx as you can get. The very meaning of capitalism and extreme liberalistic views..or??? Is my narcissism and self-centered personality contributing to the destruction of values, love and brother/sisterhood. Is it contributing to the uncontrollable spreading of capitalism in the world? Maybe it is, maybe it isnt.
It is easy to fall into the trap of yourself. After all we are all individuals. Yes, we love our families, our friends and our partners..but at the very end of the day we are individuals with own needs.
I am trying to balance my self achivement with care for other people. I am not a big enough people lover to actually make a great effort for fellowship on a higher level..but I am ready to do it for the ones that are close to me.
The question is...will it be enough to make a difference in the world? What I really want to know is...WIll I go to heaven or hell??
When it comes to slef achivement I am an egoist of a kind. I feel so proud of myself I have to share it with the rest of the world. I guess this characteristic is something we all have..but narcissism and selfpride is a more obvious characteristic in some of us. ANd I am one of them. All you bloggers out there, all you people uploading pictures of yourselves whee you look like supermodels, you that you sing and play guitar infront of the webcam and upload your amaeteur crap on youtube..all of you..you have it too. Thats why we bother. Thats why we are spin doctors f our own existance. To make our lives a bit more exciting. To make sure someone is thinking about us. To feel good about ourselves. The essence of individuality in an individualist society. A philosophy as distant from Engels and Marx as you can get. The very meaning of capitalism and extreme liberalistic views..or??? Is my narcissism and self-centered personality contributing to the destruction of values, love and brother/sisterhood. Is it contributing to the uncontrollable spreading of capitalism in the world? Maybe it is, maybe it isnt.
It is easy to fall into the trap of yourself. After all we are all individuals. Yes, we love our families, our friends and our partners..but at the very end of the day we are individuals with own needs.
I am trying to balance my self achivement with care for other people. I am not a big enough people lover to actually make a great effort for fellowship on a higher level..but I am ready to do it for the ones that are close to me.
The question is...will it be enough to make a difference in the world? What I really want to know is...WIll I go to heaven or hell??
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