complaints

35 days i have been in Greece now, and still no Real job. My job as a tourguide is very uncertain as it is dependant both on weather and on people. AT 23.00 in the night the boss calls the guides to tell them if they are working the next day or not. Ofcourse we don't get paid by month but by tour we make. So far I have worked one whole day. For ten days have been "learning" by going on different tour s around teh island and to teh mainland. FUn. Sure. But its not bringing any money in. ..something has to be done

So once again I am checking the ads. Very empty. Difficult to find a job at this point in the season. Sure I enjoy having free days to go to the beach, do some writing and reading and playing guitar, cleaning the house, doing laundry etc etc etc. BUt I am a bit bored of it. My social needs are not being filled by this idleness.

What to do with my free time?
How do I create a job for myself?
Is it time to start making reality of old business ideas?
Is it time to start putting all the mental notes down on paper?
Will I write the next revolutionary manifest?
I will be famous.
I will become a great thinker.
I will go behind the backs of those who scholared me into business thinking and tried to make me beleie in the power of the invisible hand and in freedom through climbing the ladder of commercialism.
See...Iam flipping out.